last night i was wandering home from soho in my flouncy skirt, heels and fedora and felt like i was missing something...the first thing that came to mind is that carrie didn't have her miranda. i know...super pathetic to be referencing sex and the city, especially when that movie (which i WILL see) looks so awful.
it was a difficult thing to feel...and i am not over it. spring and summer used to be when i spent the most time with d & j...and i was thinking of oysters on the river, wandering around shopping, movies in the park, planning the maine trip...just lots of memories...thinking of the good times really made me smile but also hurt my heart.
my heart broke when i broke up with d & j...i love them both very much but was just feeling so badly about our friendship in the winter. and i made a difficult decision that i have to live with. some people say that time heals all wounds...some people say that you are dead to me...some people just move on with indifference. i hope the first is true.
tonight i have crafting with the girls. dd and i made another trip to purl to set her up for her napkin and place mat project. i bought even more fabric for k's pocket squares. i have to get shaking on that. i want to make a ton of them so i can embroider them out in fire island this summer...it feels like it's getting close...4 weeks on the beach...seems totally insane and wonderful.
i am hoping to get a girls crafting weekend going. we shall see. something to look forward to, that and cooking like a crazy lady and piles and piles of books.
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