sometimes you have to do what seems counter intuitive to get through it. there isn't an easy way to pass through hurt. but if you don't and you decide to walk around it instead it's still there.
i talked to k today. everyone said i shouldn't. i am so glad that i did. i was able to have some sense of closure. mourning the loss of a relationship and a future that was planned is difficult, but knowing that a better future awaits is hopeful.
when you spend so much time with someone he becomes your best friend and confidant and knowing that a special friendship is no longer there is hard, but it's not the end of new friendships. it's opening the door and opening my heart to love and using the lessons that i have learned along the way. this one was a big lesson. a lesson in love and loss.
i am focusing on the positive and the future and all that it has in store. it's knowing that i am fine and i am strong and i am me. there is a lot of happiness to come.
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